[Since she. Really does blame herself for her team's death. Survivor's Guilt is a hell of a thing.]
I'll try. Just talking about the whole thing, I think I'll start crying anyway. I...I cried that night, too. That's why I cleaned him up: he was my friend, I couldn't just leave him in a heap on the ground like that. Even if he tried to kill me, he deserved that much at least.
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Date: 2018-04-07 05:42 pm (UTC)[Since she. Really does blame herself for her team's death. Survivor's Guilt is a hell of a thing.]
I'll try. Just talking about the whole thing, I think I'll start crying anyway. I...I cried that night, too. That's why I cleaned him up: he was my friend, I couldn't just leave him in a heap on the ground like that. Even if he tried to kill me, he deserved that much at least.